All shades of Death

It's no wonder that the word "death" has lurked in and out of my mind during the past few days. I've been thinking about it, dying, cancer, pain, losing it all, on and off.

And the conclusion? I'm not afraid of Death.

I've realised that I've made my peace with the fact that I might die, at the age of 26. Sure, it's not realistic option yet, but we all die one day. Some sooner than later. Besides, I've been through so much that it would not be a wonder if the writers of my storyline are soon all out of ideas.

Now, I'm not feeling suicital nor hoping that this would be the end, oh no. There are so much I want to do, see, feel, experiece and accomplish.

The point I'm trying to make in here is that I'm up for anything, but most of all, I'm ready to fight.