Thank God

The spots are HARMLESS! Thank you God! Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you!!!

My friends in America are celebrating Thanksgiving today and I feel thankful and grateful as well. My heart is full of joy and gratitude. I'm healthy, thank goodness.

The dermatologist was a kind woman. She was very thorough as she examined the spots on my face. She told me that one of them was so-called liver spot and the other one, larger one, was another harmless spot. The other skin problem needs antibiotics and soecial face cream.

The doctor also said that it was important that I came and got those spots checked. My skin is very fair, so I'm in the risk group to get skin cancer. I must be prepared to use high suntan and that I'll get odd spots more and more in future.

I can't even begin to explain the relief I feel this moment. I did got hit as soon as I left the doctor's office (and another hit is on its way), but that's okay. I think that all the stress and worry came down in that hit! I hope now that this is a one good sign, that everything is wa way up from here.

When I called mum she confessed that she, too, had been worried in a great deal. She had even had nightmares... I didn't have those, but bit lack of sleep and lots of fear and tears. But the worst part is over now. Thank God!

Now I must go get a Red Bull and get rid of this hit. It's been a long day. But I know for sure that I will say many "thank you"- prayers before I got to sleep tonight.