Life lessons

Right now I'd scream out loud, but I'm too tired after staying up late last night (again) and shuveling all that snow... but I'll just scream inside. I'm not as frustrated as I was last night, but I still feel like writing a few lines down...

You see, about two seconds after I posted my last entry here, tiny voice inside me said: do not get excited in advance - you only set yourself up for a dissapointment. I did get excited anyway and oh yes, I did get dissapointed, as well.

That friend of mine never called about our meeting, so I didn't see her and all the nice things we had planned just will have to wait. That was dissapointing, because we have such a nice time when we're hanging out. I did clean my closets while I waited, though...

The Oscar nominations... well, I don't know what I was expecting, really. I was hoping for more nominations for Happy-go-lucky I suppose. I was happy for Heath Ledger, Kate Winslet, Anne Hathaway, Penelope Cruz and Mickey Rourke. Meryl Streep and Philip Seymour Hoffman are always great, too. The rest of the noms... we shall see.

The date... well, let's just say that I'm not taken yet. He was nice quy, but not the my kind of nice. These things happen, and I could tell it after three seconds. We can fool our heads, but we cannot trick our hearts. Well, I certainly can't.

So I take it that God wants me to gather some more dating experience before leading Mr Right my way. Perhaps I need to learn a thing or two before that can happen.

Or perhaps he just wants to protect the world, because this time around ch is making me a bitch! I'm a walking hazard when I'm irritated by the pain. It's weird how some things and some people can push your buttons in the wrong way. C'est la vie, I suppose.