I love this feeling

Yesterday I decided to do something which pretty much every dating guide book and guru forbits one to do: I sent a message to a guy who had not replied to me yet.

In the internet age terms, I called a guy who has not called be back.

Naturally, I need to tell you a bit more. This guy and I have written nice messages to each other and I begun to wonder why I had not heard from him this year. After all, seeing my pic did not scare him away, so I know it's something else...

So I decided to write and ask if he got the message I sent him in the first place and waited.

In fact, I asked for a sign about this. And I got one: he called me.

This guy... He is my age and cute and I have a feeling about him which I cannot quite yet explain. It's a good feeling, a hunch, though. Ever since I saw his picture, he begun to "appear" in my appartment and my life, and I keep on "seeing" him, which is part of something the Universe can explain to me later.

So, you can imagine my ethusiasm when he called! I liked his voice and I liked to feel the way I felt about everything during that conversation. And, as we hung up, I kept on smiling the whole evening. That smile was the kind which nothing could have wiped from my face!

And he even texted me later, when he had noticed that a tv show we discussed was on that night so I would not miss it! Talking about a darling. I practicly fell for this man already! And to think, we have not yet met... That will happen someday, next week.

And I simply can't wait! I love to feel this way, this happy, this excited! I love this excitement, this magical hope. Love to feel this way, I do. And I don't plan to fight this feeling, oh no. I've been waiting for this force of nature to take over me for too long time to do that...