Open heart

Yesterday evening I went to an emotional journey.

Didn't plan to, didn't pack for it, but I did make a lot of notes. And I understood a thing and two about my life and the things I want to achieve in future. And, this time, I also wrote few of them down. It's sort of "To Do"- list for 2006-2007. I plan to keep on writing that list down, every day, until they materialize.

During my few hour journey to emations, dreams and plans, I understood also, that I love my boyfriend more than before. It's hard to describe what I mean, but I felt connected, loved, cared. It felt great. And when I checked my emails later on, he wrote the most beautiful email to me.

And he sent me a pic of a beautiful flower he had brought the the day before. That gesture alone was romantic and tender, and getting that picture made the gesture even more special.
I found out today that one of my ch.com pals is getting married in August 2007. Wonderful news! I'm excited for her.

Life feels great right now. I've found the sparkle back to my dissertation and I have loads of ideas. Now let's hope that my tutor decides to support me with them... But I'll worry about that some other day.