How much can you handle?

All my life I have fought against dark forces.

Some of them come inside of me, but most of them come from the outside. Some of them you can win, some you can tolerate, some you can alter, but most you have to cut loose.

I have been lucky have met people who shine optimism and joy (and I've been with one of them six months). Just knowing them makes this world a better place. I hope that when time will pass me by, those who are left behind, will say the same about me. That's one of my goals in this life.

Unfoutunately I have met my share of people whose purpose in this life is to complain, whine, hate, drag others down and shout at you for no reason at all. People, whose glass is not half empty, but totally empty. Some of them pretend to care about you, but in the end of the day they just worn you out and suck the happiness out of you.

I have been learning about optimism and happiness for the past decade. Actively for the past five years. I'm getting closer to be the woman I want to be. One of the lessons I have come across during these past years is that I should live my life as I want it and let others be where they are. They will always say comments for their own purposes, especially, when they understand that I have something they want to have.

Anais Nin (I'm sorry, I have no idea how to write the name correctly) wrote that we don't experience things as they are, but how we are. That's exactly right. All of our reactions come from our past and have an impact on your present and future.

Personally, I have decided that I've had it with negative comments, bitchy remarks and "I'll-drag-you-down" - kind of people. I've had enough of people telling me that I'm not good enough, strong enough, tall enough, not whatever. I've met so many people who cannot help mentioning something without adding 'I tell you this with only your best in mind', which actually tells you that it has nothing do with something good for me, but solely their own purposes. I've had it!

Sorry world, but I don't have enough time to negative people. I have a happy future waiting for me right here.